Crap...too much things to do and the exams are coming up

Tennis, Air soft, Paintball, Kalimasada (you guys wouldn't know even if I stuff it into your head), Left for dead, party at Anjo's house(prolonged it for a particular person >.>) and finally Review Classes.

Wow...I didn't expect my summer becoming so hectic. Well, its much better than slouching around at home in front of the computer or the TV(which I was doing during the fisrt 2 weeks of my summer). Instead, I'll be going out of the house frequently and returning half-dead....Man, what have I gotten myself in.

Pellet guns? Nah you wouldn't dare. Call them Air soft or electric-powered something <------name of the gun. Just contact a few friends and will be off. You wouldn't know the feeling of shooting at your friend's backside if you even haven't tried paint ball.

Tetada Kalimasada...like I said, you wouldn't know if i stuffed it into your head. The other few events for me to attend to are just for a day except for tennis and review. Just hope I can join Erik and Skie with their "traditional" mountain climbing during this summer. Unfortunately, I'm not that close with Skie so too bad.

I get the feeling I'm forgetting something...Ohhhhhhh Crap! Anyone would know a great gift for a sister who's turning eighteen?

So bare

Anyone who's willing to help me customize my multiply account? The fact my picture is the only one that is displayed pisses me off. Unfortunately, I'm not into designing myself but my site looks so bare I couldn't stand it.

Thanks for those who respond

Shit, I hate this

With me not talking to anyone that much would seem that my breath stinks.

Shit, I hate this. I'm actually stupid enough to say that. Why would I? What the heck happened to me?

Here I am trying to be all busy this summer. Pretending to have no time for luxury. Such a dreaded summer vacation.

It's been awhile

After a year of not posting in this blog I have found something to write. Yes, it is emo so those who don't care about a lonesome fool then don't read this blog.

A lot has happened when I stopped blogging. There is a lot yet it seems so fast. So fast for me to take note of it. The fact that I revived my blog is the lack of people to talk to. This summer I lost something that made me to be like this. I don't have anymore motivation...motivation? that was just showing off yet unnoticed. This is no motivation but simply to get acknowledge.

Well, I'll just continue this the next time I post.

It's been awhile

After a year of not posting in this blog I have found something to write. Yes, it is emo so those who don't care about a lonesome fool then don't read this blog.

A lot has happened when I stopped blogging. There is a lot yet it seems so fast. So fast for me to take note of it. The fact that I revived my blog is the lack of people to talk to. This summer I lost something that made me to be like this. I don't have anymore motivation...motivation? that was just showing off yet unnoticed. This is no motivation but simply to get acknowledge.

Well, I'll just continue this the next time I post.

Yesterday...

Just yesterday
I got a burst of hope
When I picked up the phone
and called her

Guessing that she's grounded
I didn't bother to call earlier
But yesterday
I thought of something


She might stay in kumon
or not...
A ticket...
to see each other

Just to confirm it
I called
He gave us 3 minutes
and it was enough

Waiting for her voice
to go through my ear.
Finally heard it again
The sweet, gentle and soft voice

There's a bit excitement in her voice
And a bit of hesitation
I thought there was bad news...
That I might not see her anymore

I put down the phone with the last goodbye
A moment of silence
I can hear everything
My breath, my heart beating

The word "Yes!!" filled the room,
The surrounding room, the house
Everyone asked "What's wrong?"
They saw me looking at her picture with excitement

I give up...

I think...I should give up
No more worries if I give up
No more problems to think about
No more depths to worry about

...My depths?
I have a lot of them
Money, Sorries, Promises....
But I give up, I don't care anymore...

My promises...
Should I care?
If I did...
will the promises be accepted?

It's my fault anyway...
saying promises that I can't fulfill
now that she's gone...
no more chance of fulfilling it

Arts

This third trim we're painting with watercolor. Everybody hates watercolor aswell as me because i suck at it for the first time but now I kinda like it. I have two paintings that I'm proud of right now, they're not that great but I'm still proud of it.

Expo, Sir H's projects, Play for Comm Arts...What's worse?

*Sigh* as always sir H gives us tons of hws (projects) before ending the year and there's an expo for our science subjects. The expo is for our final exams in all of our science subjects, that means Physics, Biology, Ecology, Geology, and Chemisrty will all have the same grade. Bad thing is that if we (we're in groups, I forgot to mention) flunked the expo we'll be flunking our five sciences aswell.

In Sir H's subject (which are Eco, Chem, and Geo) we have a lot of projects, each one of them. I'm not going explain every project we have with those projects because I'll be more depressed if I think about projects again...lots and lots of projects.

Next up is a play in Comm Arts. We're going to act out New Yorker in Tondo by I don't know who some where near the end of Feb and we're going to present it in the assembly area near the entrance of our school. Worse part is I'm one of the main characters on our play which means I have to memorize lots of lines (not really, just making an excuse that I have a lot to do >.<). I also have to be in stage the whole time, which means just sitting there doing nothing and near the end of the play, I WILL get a PUNCH on the FACE by my classmate (a guy calassmate). That ain't right!!! I have to hit back right? Who agrees with me? *all raises hand, except the guy who will punch me.* Aha!! I knew I had a point!! But sadly I'm not the boss of that play so I have to bare with it for awhile. *sigh*

Overdue 7 random facts or hobbies about myself...I'm tagged

So I'm tagged. Might as well do it and pay my debt to the girl who tagged me a few months ago.

1. Plays the guitar when bored

2. Gets bossy when assigned to be a group leader

3. Always asks questions when a project is given to our class but I ask my classmates instead of the teacher. They're much easier to talk to. I still haven't asked any teacher about anything.

4. Always carry a pillow around the house except when I'm using the bathroom.

5. Carries around a book that I'm reading so it wont be misplaced...or that's a good way to misplace a book?

6. Gets fascinated when someones wearing gel and starts poking it.

7. In total curiosity, I punch myself in the face to know how much it hurts when punched in the face.

I'm done and have to tag 7 people. The ones who already been tagged can't be tagged again right? Hmm...Joshua, Patricia Scroth, Patricia Regala, Miggy, Nikki, Alex (you haven't done yours yet), and ate Steph.