After a year of not posting in this blog I have found something to write. Yes, it is emo so those who don't care about a lonesome fool then don't read this blog.
A lot has happened when I stopped blogging. There is a lot yet it seems so fast. So fast for me to take note of it. The fact that I revived my blog is the lack of people to talk to. This summer I lost something that made me to be like this. I don't have anymore motivation...motivation? that was just showing off yet unnoticed. This is no motivation but simply to get acknowledge.
Well, I'll just continue this the next time I post.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
It's been awhile
After a year of not posting in this blog I have found something to write. Yes, it is emo so those who don't care about a lonesome fool then don't read this blog.
A lot has happened when I stopped blogging. There is a lot yet it seems so fast. So fast for me to take note of it. The fact that I revived my blog is the lack of people to talk to. This summer I lost something that made me to be like this. I don't have anymore motivation...motivation? that was just showing off yet unnoticed. This is no motivation but simply to get acknowledge.
Well, I'll just continue this the next time I post.
A lot has happened when I stopped blogging. There is a lot yet it seems so fast. So fast for me to take note of it. The fact that I revived my blog is the lack of people to talk to. This summer I lost something that made me to be like this. I don't have anymore motivation...motivation? that was just showing off yet unnoticed. This is no motivation but simply to get acknowledge.
Well, I'll just continue this the next time I post.
Friday, February 22, 2008
Yesterday...
Just yesterday
I got a burst of hope
When I picked up the phone
and called her
Guessing that she's grounded
I didn't bother to call earlier
But yesterday
I thought of something
She might stay in kumon
or not...
A ticket...
to see each other
Just to confirm it
I called
He gave us 3 minutes
and it was enough
Waiting for her voice
to go through my ear.
Finally heard it again
The sweet, gentle and soft voice
There's a bit excitement in her voice
And a bit of hesitation
I thought there was bad news...
That I might not see her anymore
I put down the phone with the last goodbye
A moment of silence
I can hear everything
My breath, my heart beating
The word "Yes!!" filled the room,
The surrounding room, the house
Everyone asked "What's wrong?"
They saw me looking at her picture with excitement
I got a burst of hope
When I picked up the phone
and called her
Guessing that she's grounded
I didn't bother to call earlier
But yesterday
I thought of something
She might stay in kumon
or not...
A ticket...
to see each other
Just to confirm it
I called
He gave us 3 minutes
and it was enough
Waiting for her voice
to go through my ear.
Finally heard it again
The sweet, gentle and soft voice
There's a bit excitement in her voice
And a bit of hesitation
I thought there was bad news...
That I might not see her anymore
I put down the phone with the last goodbye
A moment of silence
I can hear everything
My breath, my heart beating
The word "Yes!!" filled the room,
The surrounding room, the house
Everyone asked "What's wrong?"
They saw me looking at her picture with excitement
Thursday, February 21, 2008
I give up...
I think...I should give up
No more worries if I give up
No more problems to think about
No more depths to worry about
...My depths?
I have a lot of them
Money, Sorries, Promises....
But I give up, I don't care anymore...
My promises...
Should I care?
If I did...
will the promises be accepted?
It's my fault anyway...
saying promises that I can't fulfill
now that she's gone...
no more chance of fulfilling it
No more worries if I give up
No more problems to think about
No more depths to worry about
...My depths?
I have a lot of them
Money, Sorries, Promises....
But I give up, I don't care anymore...
My promises...
Should I care?
If I did...
will the promises be accepted?
It's my fault anyway...
saying promises that I can't fulfill
now that she's gone...
no more chance of fulfilling it
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Arts
This third trim we're painting with watercolor. Everybody hates watercolor aswell as me because i suck at it for the first time but now I kinda like it. I have two paintings that I'm proud of right now, they're not that great but I'm still proud of it.
Friday, January 25, 2008
Expo, Sir H's projects, Play for Comm Arts...What's worse?
*Sigh* as always sir H gives us tons of hws (projects) before ending the year and there's an expo for our science subjects. The expo is for our final exams in all of our science subjects, that means Physics, Biology, Ecology, Geology, and Chemisrty will all have the same grade. Bad thing is that if we (we're in groups, I forgot to mention) flunked the expo we'll be flunking our five sciences aswell.
In Sir H's subject (which are Eco, Chem, and Geo) we have a lot of projects, each one of them. I'm not going explain every project we have with those projects because I'll be more depressed if I think about projects again...lots and lots of projects.
Next up is a play in Comm Arts. We're going to act out New Yorker in Tondo by I don't know who some where near the end of Feb and we're going to present it in the assembly area near the entrance of our school. Worse part is I'm one of the main characters on our play which means I have to memorize lots of lines (not really, just making an excuse that I have a lot to do >.<). I also have to be in stage the whole time, which means just sitting there doing nothing and near the end of the play, I WILL get a PUNCH on the FACE by my classmate (a guy calassmate). That ain't right!!! I have to hit back right? Who agrees with me? *all raises hand, except the guy who will punch me.* Aha!! I knew I had a point!! But sadly I'm not the boss of that play so I have to bare with it for awhile. *sigh*
In Sir H's subject (which are Eco, Chem, and Geo) we have a lot of projects, each one of them. I'm not going explain every project we have with those projects because I'll be more depressed if I think about projects again...lots and lots of projects.
Next up is a play in Comm Arts. We're going to act out New Yorker in Tondo by I don't know who some where near the end of Feb and we're going to present it in the assembly area near the entrance of our school. Worse part is I'm one of the main characters on our play which means I have to memorize lots of lines (not really, just making an excuse that I have a lot to do >.<). I also have to be in stage the whole time, which means just sitting there doing nothing and near the end of the play, I WILL get a PUNCH on the FACE by my classmate (a guy calassmate). That ain't right!!! I have to hit back right? Who agrees with me? *all raises hand, except the guy who will punch me.* Aha!! I knew I had a point!! But sadly I'm not the boss of that play so I have to bare with it for awhile. *sigh*
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